Britney Spears on the guardianship she suffered: “They literally killed me”

Britney Spears on the guardianship she suffered: “They literally killed me”

“I woke up this morning and realized that there are many things in my head that I have not shared with anyone”Spears says in the video.

In the audio message, Spears says she’s been offered other interview opportunities, like Oprah and others, but decided it’s best to share her story herself. “I’ve had tons of opportunities…but I’m here to open up to others and shine a light on it,” Ella Spears says. “I get nothing from sharing this… I have offers [por] lots, lots of money…for me, it’s beyond a formal, formal interview.”

The star, who recently released a single with Elton Johncalled “Hold Me Closer”who scored the first music after her conservatorship ended, explained that she has been too afraid of being judged to share her side of the story candidly, but now believes it is crucial to share her thoughts, in the hope of helping others. .

“Honestly, to this day, I don’t really know what I did.” “Because of my father’s punishment, I couldn’t see anyone or say anything… none of it made sense to me,” says Spears, referring to her father, jamie spears, who was his guardian for most of the 13 years. (Spears’ father was suspended from conservatorship of her in September 2021, and about a month later, the conservatorship finally ended.)

Spears explains that the beginning of the conservatorship was very confusing for her, but claims that both her mother and father were involved in creating the conservatorship and believes it was all “premeditated.” She alleges that “a woman pitched the idea to my dad, and my mom really helped him go ahead and made it all happen.” Recalling the night it all started, she says that all of a sudden “there were over 200 paparazzi outside my house filming me through an ambulance window holding me up on a stretcher.”

“Everything was basically prepared. There were no drugs in my system. Alcohol. Any. It was pure abuse.”Spears says. “And I haven’t even shared half of it.”

Spears says she clearly remembers “my dad’s control.” She says, “She loved to control everything he did.”

Spears’ new audio message echoes much of the claims she previously made in court about her father and conservatorship, telling a judge that she was controlled, sent to a facility, forced to work and go on tour, she was not allowed to drive her own car or socialize with her friends, and was watched by people at her home who forced her to donate blood and watched her change naked. (Spears first gave explosive testimony in June 2021 and then testified again about “guardianship abuse” in July 2021.) Spears also says her phone was tapped, so she didn’t feel comfortable or safe asking for help. .

“They told me I was fat every day”Spears says. “They made me feel like nothing, and I went with the flow.”

Speaking about her 2009 “Circus” tour, Spears talks about what it felt like to be away from her friends and dancers who could go out drinking and socializing after shows, while claiming her father forbade her from doing the same. She says that she knew “my acting was horrible” but that she couldn’t do anything about it because “honestly, I was a robot. I didn’t give a shit anymore.

“It was demoralizing,” says Spears. “You also have to understand that it was like 15 years of touring and shows. And I’m 30 years old, I live by my dad’s rules. And while all this is going on, my mother is witness to this, my brother, my friends, they all agree.”

Spears often talks about her family, and at one point says she’s angrier at her mother, Lynne Spears, than with her father, because she felt her mother could have helped her get a lawyer, but instead hid when reporters called to ask. about the singer

“How did they get away with it? And what the hell did I do to deserve it? Spears says.

Spears addressed the #FreeBritney movement, her fans who fought for her over the 13 years, and said from the start that they believed the singer was being held against her will. The movement has held ongoing rallies and supported the star outside of court during her legal battle.

“All that confused me a lot is that these people are in the street fighting for me, but my sister and my mother are not doing anything”Spears says. “To me, it was like they secretly, honestly, liked that I was the bad guy, like I was messed up, and they just liked me that way. Otherwise, why weren’t they outside my door, saying, ‘Girl, get in the car.’ Let’s go.'”

Over the years, through lawyers, Spears’s father and mother have denied any wrongdoing, stating that they love their daughter.

Spears says much of her “trauma” stems from her working so hard and feeling that her family didn’t care about her in return. She referenced a claim she previously testified about, stating that she was punished for once talking about a dance move she didn’t like in rehearsal. She also says that she was forced to go to AA meetings, even though she was not an alcoholic, and was forced to spend hours and hours in therapy.

“How much effort, work and heart I put into what I did when I worked, even down to the details of how many rhinestones are going to be on my costumes matters a lot to me and literally killed me”Spears said. “They threw me. That’s what I felt, I felt that my family had thrown me.”

Spears says she hopes the people listening don’t feel alone. And she shares her enthusiasm for her new song with John (which has topped the charts around the world since her release last Friday).

“I have an amazing song right now with one of the most brilliant men of our time, and I’m so thankful,” says Spears. “But if you’re a weird, introverted weirdo like me who gets lonely…and you needed to hear a story like this to not feel lonely, know this: My life has been far from easy and you’re not alone. .”

Spears was placed under court-ordered conservatorship in 2008 by her father, who acted as her sole guardian for most of the 13 years. The conservatorship ended in November 2021. Despite the singer’s newfound freedom, her legal team’s battle has remained complicated with no resolution from either side, with the most recent hearing taking place last week. pass.

The message of the mother of Britney Spears

On Sunday night, Spears’ mother, Lynne Spears, posted an old photo of the two of them laughing together with the caption directed at Britney.

“Britney, all your life I have done my best to support your dreams and wishes!” he wrote. “And also, I have done my best to help you out of the difficulties! I have never given you nor will I turn my back on you! Your refusals to the countless times I’ve flown and calls make me feel desperate! I have tried everything. I love you so much, but this conversation is just for you and me, face to face, in private.”

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