Bill Kaulitz talks about deep wounds from partnerships

In his podcast “Kaulitz Hills-mustard from Hollywood”, which he moderates with his twin brother Tom Kaulitz, the Tokyo Hotel front man speaks openly about his deep injuries-and about a pattern that runs like a thread through his love life: unfaithfulness.

“I was cheated on each of my relationships,” Bill admits openly. But it comes even harder: he practically always lived in an open relationship without knowing it.

The conversation about open relationships initially begins, but when the topic is directed to his own experiences, it becomes emotionally. He himself never agreed with an open relationship – but ultimately it didn’t matter. “The painful thing is,” explains Bill, “that I never made the decision. It was simply taken from me.”

Tom Kaulitz, who has been happily married to top model Heidi Klum for years, finally gets it in a nutshell: “So the other has always had an open relationship – and you don’t?” – Bill agrees. Again and again he had to find that afterwards was lying and cheated behind his back. These patterns have left deep traces in it. His failed relationships are an open wound for him. “I think that’s something I really have to heal,” he admits.

Although Bill Kaulitz avoids names – but for many fans it is clear who he says. His well -known, last flirt was Marc Eggers, with whom he showed himself in public for months. Her connection seemed intimately, there were sweet couple moments and nights together in Berlin. But the romance suddenly faded – and without much explanation.

Already in December, Bill showed that the end of relationships added more to him than he initially admitted. At the time, his assistant pointed out a sad truth: “You have a broken heart.” But instead of getting into self -pity, the singer continued to tour the world and gave everything for his fans – despite his grief.